Sam Hunt, Home, & Stuff ...

What is peculiar, even a little bitter, about living for so many years away from the country of my birth, is the slow revelation that I made a large choice a long time ago that did not resemble a large choice at the time; that it has taken years for me to see this; and that this process of retrospective comprehension in fact constitutes a life – is indeed how life is lived. Freud has a wonderful word, ‘afterwardness’, which I need to borrow, even at the cost of kidnapping it from its very different context. To think about home and the departure from home, about not going home and no longer feeling able to go home, is to be filled with a remarkable sense of ‘afterwardness’: it is too late to do anything about it now, and too late to know what should have been done. And that may be all right.

James Wood, from 'On Not Going Home'.

Riding the tram to Miss 10's school today, I found myself wondering how many of us make a point of never buying anything we see advertised ... or is that just me?

I don't have a credit card, a dishwasher, or a clothes dryer either. 

Choices we make.

I've been quiet lately, reading a lot of 'stuff'.  I feel like I'm preparing for my next leap, something that merges my photography and my passion for writing.

This video had me in tears this morning ... the courage of these guys.  Their humour and intelligence in the face of incredible horror ... it wasn't the most uplifting way to begin a day and yet, in another way, it was perfect.

People become stories and stories become understanding ... I've been misusing this promise of content on this blog for a while now. I have an idea for a new project.  I only need the strength for it.  I think that strength is coming.

I found singer/song writer, Sam Hunt ... He reminds me of stories I've heard of weekends planned by my best old forever friend.  I sent her a link.  Over on facebook I wrote, A former college football player, who majored in philosophy, lives in Nashville now ... He says things like, 'You can't contrive a great song. Some part of the song has to come from an honest, genuine place'. I like his music ... this was the one that grabbed meMade me think of Fiona and Barry.  

And miss them.