And now we welcome the new year, full of things that have never been.
Rainer Maria Wilke
It's like that ... this year. It's full of the promise of things that have never been. Exciting things. And if I can just work through this winter thing, this frustration with ice and snow, the isolation of working alone and without colleagues or friends After 5 fabulous weeks back amongst my people, then all would be grand.
It's been a rough week, one where I picked up more responsibility than I like, cleaned the house more often than usual, and struggled to juggle all of the balls/projects I seem to have up in the air.
And I've been on a mission, trying to work out what is possible, which projects are feasible when it come to time and what might lead to employment ... the usual angst but with a clearer head.
I'm developing an exquisite project with a much-adored and respected friend ... to be unveiled as soon as it's ready to fly. And I'm interviewing the people in my neighbourhood here. The Flemish people I enjoy doing business with ... enjoy knowing, and I'm loving their stories. I need to pick up and start running Camera Journeys again ... but need to wait for the new direction to be confirmed, with dates and a place to book. There's a newsletter to get out soon ... there's stuff to be done and no more time can be spent on my knees, feeling sorry for myself.
It's been like that ... I needed to give myself a bit of a talking to. And it helped that I was reading Diana Baur's superb book titled 'Your Truth'. It's been the perfect companion through these challenging days. At only $5.99us, it's the best kind of read.
So, there's a vegetarian lasagne to bake now, and some bread too. I was going to make a pavlova for dessert but I think that might be raising the bar higher than I want to commit to longterm. I don't love housework. I'm more like Erica Jong in her poem Woman Enough.
I'll leave you with a favourite subject ... an image that I think best sums up the promise of things to come. Tot straks.