I went 8 years without seeing them, then had the privilege/joy/honour of walking back into their lives like there had been no absence.
The price?
Missing them.

I went 8 years without seeing them, then had the privilege/joy/honour of walking back into their lives like there had been no absence.
The price?
Missing them.

People keep asking me how the return to Belgium is going ... what can I say?
We have been pleasantly surprised by the 9 celsius temperatures we've had since returning but the grey grey days are testing me. It's winter, I know, but Belgium does grey in a way that is unlike any other place I have known. My tan will surely be leached out of me ... perhaps within days.
I miss New Zealand food. I went to a Delhaize supermarket yesterday and came away sad over not finding anything nice, then realised I was searching for New Zealand food. Just that. Nothing else would do.
We are still tired after 60 hours mostly awake as we crossed the world, and in crazy-making ways. Yesterday we set up my work station here at the desk and later, as we failed in so many ways at the supermarket, we realised that we had potentially used up our daily quota of intelligence on the work station. The intricacies of supermarket shopping were all but beyond us.
Last night, coming home from a new year party, Gert kept nodding off on the tram. He had to be quicker in recovering than me, as he has already had two days back at work ... but there was a price it seems.
I miss the freedom of driving long distances through beautiful scenery on almost empty roads. I miss the little red car. I miss mountains and rivers, endless coastlines, and the variations of forest and bush. The smell of the air. I miss sunshine, family and friends. I miss a lot of things but I'm almost sure it will be okay fitting back into life here.
I'm not going to ruin my life with all that I miss. After all, it's as Justine Musk recently wrote, it is time for you to go on an adventure.
Here's to some good adventures in 2013 ... for all of us.

My cousin Tania, and her husband Al, had gifted both Gert and I a ride on a Waimak Alpine Jetboat however Gert's inner ear problem meant that he couldn't risk coming with us. He stayed behind on the sun-drenched bank of the Waimakariri River as photographer and sun-worshipper.
It was bliss out there in that world only accessible by boat and Greg, our driver, was simply superb. At some point on the journey I became fascinated by his instinctive reading of the river and asked him if it was anything like riding a horse. I was trying to get a sense of how it was to ride a river, jetboat-style.
I could see that the jetboat wasn't like a conventional boat. It didn't have a propeller that hung down in the water, and so we were screaming over incredibly shallow areas of river at times. Not only that, we were flying past river canyon walls with very little room for error, and the 360º spins were breathtakingly excellent.
They explain on their website: Invented in New Zealand by William Hamilton in 1954, the jet boat has an impeller [propeller] that is encased in a cylinder [stator] to protect it from hitting stones or the bed of the river. Unlike conventional propeller driven boats the jet boat's unit is above the water line enabling it to travel through extremely shallow water (3" or 75mm).
But still, there was more to it ... watching Gregwas like watching a photographer instinctively seeking light for an image. There was what was known, the rules ... river level, weather, and the state of the bends and then there was the rest. The instinctive knowing.
It seemed like that was the place where a 360º spin could happen, and knowing the precise moment when to head towards the rockface and miss it. How fast that corner could be taken at.
It seemed like a cross between art and science.
It was bliss.

My cousin Tania owns the house I love best in the world ...
Situated near the foothills of the Southern Alps, on the edge of a sometimes mighty mountain-fed river, it is a place of beauty ... a place of peace. I love it there.
I have memories of staying there in the past, of slipping outside and crossing the dew-covered lawn, just happy about being alive in that place.
This time the Belgian Bloke and I only managed to fit in an afternoon visit but one that involved an afternoon tea on the lawn in the shade of the trees, surrounded by the most exquisite flowers and birdsong. Beer and lemonade were involved. Stories were told and there was much laughter too.
Next time we'll stay longer. We were trying to do and see everything back there in my world and there weren't enough days in those 5 weeks at home.
Next time ...

I don't think I posted photographs of the little red car that got us round New Zealand's South Island yet. And I hope to get permission to post photographs of My Friend Fiona, the old friend with the lovely husband who found us The car.
It never missed a beat and only went faster as the journey progressed. I loved it. I would have bought it if I were staying in New Zealand. Well, and if I had money.
Anyway here it is, at the start of the big journey ... down on the east coast of the South Island, in the Catlins.

I used to live here, and I loved both the house and the garden.
One morning, this time, I slipped out of bed and wandered off down Otago Peninsula alone. Revisiting the homes that I lived in for a while.
